Im missing out sooo much for school

My spastic bestfriends in school - Karin and Hazel.
This picture did not depict their true colours. Do not judge it like that. Because im the most decent out of them!


School's great. Im adapting well and i hope everybody remains this way. PE was a torture. Food in the canteen still sucks, even teachers don't eat in canteen. Malay stall aunties are racist. - they gave Malays more portions than the Chinese. NOT FAIR!

New York cafe's food is fab. I went with Sher and we ordered a tad too much. We ended up with lots of leftovers. I hope to go there again soon, prolly with big group pf friends! (: Oh yea, i hope Sher have a successful application to her tertiary education. Cheer you on Sher!

The meetup with Zrystal and Kazer was just as great. Haven't seen them for some time already.We went to catch a movie. - Mr Bean's holiday. It was crappy. I just felt like slapping his face hard when he did spastic things. I ended up with lots of popcorns on my seat. Thanks to Kazer for throwing popcorns.

For school, im missing out on a lot of things. My band, my friends and family. -not arranged in importance, but how much i lost. School ends at 4 to 5 on most days. During the days when i get to dismiss early, its CCA day. So i don't get much of time on weekdays. Thus, can't attend their band pracs, and meetup with frens. I don't get to see my family often. When i got up early morning, Dad & bro's sound asleep. When i came home, i only get to see bro. Mom's already at work. Worse still, i don't get to see Mom on weekdays at all. This's really bad. I miss Dad more. haha. But just got to adapt.

Baby booked out yesterday. We went to my place nearby to have a simple dinner. The Malay coffee shop near my place's stil fab. Cereal prawns sambal kangkong fried omelette bandung w/o milk. Simple and sweet. But we're gona splurge 2 wks later, cuz we'll get our salary by then. :D

I miss Sha & co. I miss everything i used to have! I want it all back!!

Better get down to study. Econs test on Thurs. Study session tmr with Karin and Hazel. There ain't gona be peace tmr. :D

No pain no gain?

Dual track is going to take away all of my social life. Well, dual track is an additional diploma course where you take the course and you study for your A level subs in the same time. In other words, im taking like JC and Poly at the same time. However, the curriculum hours for the core subs will not be compromised. The lessons for Diploma courses will commence on Saturdays and Holidays. There are several courses and i was contemplating between MDIS and Newcastle School of Management the other day. But i wana take up tourism. So i've signed up for the Newcastle. And of course, only Millennia offer the dual track, cuz 2yr JC students cannot afford the time.But i got to sacrifice a lot of time for family, friends and myself. Yes, its not compulsary to take up the courses but i look at it as a fall-back if i really did flung my A. At least i'll have a Diploma to back me up and will not end up with nothing. Dad was very concerned on how well i can cope with school work and the Diploma course. I've assured him that i'll do just fine. So... Seize it! Moreover, the course is effing expensive. Im soo going to do well for it!

Back to school... I cant say im doing very well in school. Because there are a lot of catching ups for me to do. Especially Geog. I did not take Pure Geog in sec sch and thus im losing out. My H2 subs are Management of Biz, Econs, Geog. H1 Maths. Some other core subs are General Paper, Chinese, Project Work. 7 subs in total. Chinese is so horrible. Very chim. And i would not mind taking Chinese B. lol. But my teacher doesn't allow me to appeal cuz i've got A for Chinese. Somehow, reading Chinese characters sting my eyes causing me to back out. I don't recognize the words anymore. Can't even read it fluently. So long as i don't become like Ed will do. =P

I've improved in some areas yea. Im so punctual (or early) for school now and i guess if i were to tell any of my sec sch frens, they're gona laugh till their mouth rot. Its ironic cuz my prev sch was nearby and i could be late so often. As often as 3 days/wk. Now my school's so far away (1.5hr travelling time) yet i could be punctual. Or maybe its just the first 2 weeks or sch? haha. 等着瞧 ！( wait and see!)

I kinda like it there. Everybody is nice, except the PE teachers. Because they're sick, and PE lessons became a terror. I dread it. Very tough physical trainings. Once it starts, the training never ends till the bell rang. I think i can just lose weight like that. There's PE every wednesdays & fridays. Friday's just after tmr. =( As for my CCA, i was very enthu to join Tennis, really put my heart and soul in it already. But i did not make it the 2nd trial. And guess what? Out of the 30 over people, they only want 7 of us. Moreover, I've no experience in Tennis. Im lucky to get thru 1st trial already. But luck wasn't with me all the way. And i failed the 2nd trial thus was eliminated. Anyway, i dislike the attitude of the student coach. She was in charge of feeding us balls. Her poise was..... So arrogant, so wtfyo. Eventually, i was quite glad that i did not make it so i don't have to work with her (i've sorted out my thinking 3 days after the trial, its hard you know!). Coincidently, during the morning assembly on the day of the trial, 1 of the teachers announced that they're looking for experienced band members. They're setting up a Symphonic Band in MI. So now, im all set for band. We're the first batch of players and i hope that things will go well and we'll build the foundation strong. hee. Supposed to have band today but was cancelled. Postponed to Friday. I hope it'll be fun and rewarding. Im soooo looking fwd to it! (:

Today when i walked past the 2nd level, i heard bells playing 'to the summit!' and i was reminiscing the days when i was in band. Really miss the feeling. I wish i could play flute again. At least i know, i enjoy it a lot. Music is still inside me. I know it always will be.

I've so much affinity with aunties today. This morning when i was in the train heading school, i sat beside this old lady. When i was at Bedok, i turned to her and saw her asleep. Not long after, her head kept tilting towards me. I tried to dodge and its so obvious that some people sitting in front of me were looking at me and the auntie. Then as expected, her head touched my left shoulder and she jerked up. The same thing went on for 3 times. Then she decided to lean on the glass to sleep. I swear i'll never lean on the glass anymore. Because i see oily stains left on the surface. Eeww! Then on the way back, this old woman sat beside me. I was reading through my notes. Then her newspaper kept blocking my vision. So pissed! Then i heard her said something. Could not figure out her murmurings. So i ignored. Then i saw her looking at me. But i chose to pretend i did not hear anything cuz i was listening to MP3. Then when the train was leaving Simei, i removed my earpiece and instantly, she asked, "do you want newspapers?" I rejected cuz it was the very same newspaper which blocked my vision when i was reading lecture notes. lol. Moreover, its Chinese. =.= Then she started chatting with me. Ask me which school im from, where i live. Then she told me doesn't like TM cuz she often got lost. She mixed CS and TM together, dono which is which. I think Ed will have something to comment after reading this. -.- It'll add on to more arm smackings. =P

Ok, i shall get down to work now. Tmr's going to be a long long day. Lesson's gona end at 5.25pm tmr. Meetup with Zrystal and Kazer after sch will be something to look fwd to. (:

School's great!
Baby i love you! Weekend dates, love love love!

Reasons to fret

- 150 bucks calculator
- should i sign on dual track? (still weighing on pros and cons)
- terror PE lessons
- monotone maths teacher
- me & you & you & me

Aarhh !

This could be the start of something new

Pretty busy the whole week. So i've been slogging to earn that measly amount of wage. I've got my posting results already. I was sound asleep when Sher texted, "RESULTS OUT, i got into MI." Don't know why, i don't feel a tad nervous. I went back to sleep still. haha. When im wide awake, i went to the website and saw my results and i was put into MI (Arts) - my 1st choice. Baby! You were right! Really happy that i got into MI. Well, i expect a very strenuous workload thrown to me right from school starts. Gona buck up!

We were supposed to report to MI on the next day, 7th. What irritates me was reporting at 7.30am. Moreover, there were chalet stuffs to purchase, to plan and stuffs to do. Was doing stuffs at Sy's place when my bro called at about 10pm. He said my Orientation Group Leader called home and said im gona have a 5 day orientation. Great, clashed with the chalet dates.

Didn't have much sleep and went to school. The school environment is great. I felt like a genuine student once again, consider the fact that i was detached from school for a year. Feels odd. Anyway, we assembled in the hall. Then look for our OG houses. Mine's Idalia2, right in the middle. I looked around, alot of the students were from East. I saw students from schools like Changkat Changi, Tampines Sec, East View, SAC etc. The programmes were so so. During the principal talk, auntie cotton came to find me. Gosh, i panicked like hell. Could just feel it though, but it'll be really embarrassing to get up in the middle of the talk. Moreover, I sat in the middle. Was in a dilemma until i decide to wait for it to end. That evil clock chose to tick so slowly. After every pauses in the principal's speech, i anticipated it to end. But no, it went on for more than an hr. I was lucky that i did not make a bloody scene. I had to borrow the 'essentials' from my OG mates. She's nice enough to accompany me to the toilet. Her name's Haining, from China. *stares at baby. (i'll explain this later)

We got into the class and everybody were seated in their cliques. Then we had some interaction going on in the class. Did some work and had to present it. Then i noticed this Indian, he's a freaking funny gay. He name himself Joy. He's seriously 'niang' one. He's got piercings, VERY long fingernails and he told me "its freaking hard time to clean my nails all the time." He's a friendly chap only if you're open enough to accept his niang-ness. Later in the day, we had games and we had to think of a cheer and choreograph the moves and all. Then Joy thought of the word 'BIMBO'. And the fun starts... So when the OGL shouts our clan, we reply BIMBO in a bimbotic way. haha. Really fun though. Had lots of bonding with my OG class. Sadly, we'll be separated into our subject classes on the 21st. 2 more days of Orientation (19th, 20th) to spend with those chaps. (:

I skipped the 2nd day of Orientation. Was too lazy to go and if i were to go, i'd ps my frens in chalet. Chalet was so so. I won't say its as fun as the previous one at Changi. The mood and atmosphere's better at Changi still. Anyway, we did not do much at all. Very still and i was stoning most of the time. haha. I suppose Zrystal and i made a lot of noise in the morning. We were singing and screaming our asses off at the balcony. Yes, siao. I'd say fatigue led me to do stupid things. We had to wait for them to go off to work before we could get the bed to sleep. Im not the kind who could sleep on floors and sofas. So, thru the night, Woon, Zrystal and i SAT on the wooden couch, shared a blanket and sleep. It was miserable. I don't blame those who get beds, cuz they had to go to work the next day. Its bad enough. After like 2 hrs of uncomfortable sleeping position, i decided to get up.

Sky was still dark then. So i sat alone at the balcony. I couldn't sleep anymore. Lots of things came bogging my restless mind. Before i knew it, i was knocked out already. Then Zrystal came to sat beside me. Its 7am already. Not long after, we made a lot of noise. Woon joined us. At about 9am, Shuhua, Qiufang went to work. So we got our long awaited comfort of bed. All i wanted was sleep. But Woon was whining that she wants to go home. But i refused. haha. Just want her to stay till noon. She persistently chose to disturb me. So i did not get sleep. Then the guys woke up. Kazer came in. Talked and stuffs. Then they want to have breakfast together. But i felt so lazy to leave the luxury of bed. So the kind souls bought it back for me while i had my sleep. hee. Was still lazy to get up na. So my fries and nuggets turned soggy when i ate it in the noon. Zrystal and Kazer went out to Bugis and lan. So the rest of us, (ck, low, sy) went to have lunch at 824. Ban Mian Gan! haha. I miss it so much, like i can be contented just by dreaming of it. lol.

Cabbed to my place to drop my bag and went to eat. So i only had the stuffs for orientation at the chalet. Felt queasy not attending the orientation still. Like i'll miss out a lot of stuffs. Beginning to feel some commitments already. haha. We've got other dishes, dim sum, porridge to share. I like it when Low's around. He's like the the welfare president or something. haha. But i did not touch other food other than 1 siewmai. Sy ate so much nor. She ate everything. lol. Then we went to rent vcds and watched it in the room. Too bad we did not get to watch the Stay Alive. Gota return the laptop. But i slept while watching Forbidden City or sth. haha. Then went to bbq food with Low. Then had some chatting sessions about the 'unseen-ables'. The best part was playing 'blind cat' in the middle of the night. haha. Blind cats in pairs, the mice in pairs or trio (held hands). Alot of accidents throughout the game. Like slapping chests (=X) , toppling on top of one another etc. Damn funny. We ended the game at abt 3am. Then some of us went out to fag at Mac. Went back to chalet to get ready for school.

Slept in the train through the journey. The train was leaving Jurong East and I was dumb enough to tell Kazer i wasn't late, in fact early. Then he told me, "its 7.50am already leh." Then i thought, im supposed to be in school by 8am, not 8.30am. haha. Ok, i was blur. I reached school at 8.15am. I was LATE. Names were noted, i wonder what the punishment will be. Tsk. I hate it. I found my OG class and they kept asking why i never attend the 2nd day. haha. I missed out alot of important things. Briefing on subject combi and stuffs. So i made my choice on my instinct on that day. Geog's going to be the core sub. I looked thru the subs and i decided to change course - Commerce. H1 will be Maths. Still pending. Shall know by 21st.

When i reached home, I was dead asleep. I slept for more than 12hrs. haha. Told ya i was really tired.

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Baby booked out on Sat evening.

Him: dear, what time you wana meet? i booking out about 5pm
Me: hmm. 8pm?
Him: hmm. or u wana meet earlier?
Me: ok, but you don't wana rest?
Him: i'll be ok de. we meet at 7.45pm? lol
Me: lol. u ah. 15mins diff also can..

My dear's cute ok. haha. We went to get my shoes. Im very picky i guess. We went to all the sports shop in the mall until i saw the shoes i like. Baby preferred the other one. So i tried on both. In the end baby stood to my choice. =P Then we went to have dinner. Then i gave baby the one with more gravy. But baby want me to have it. He know i won't retreat. So he scooped the gravy to my plate. =.= Baby oh baby...

After the meal, i had a really terrible stomachache. Baby carried all my stuffs for me, walk my pace. At my void-deck, baby still dare to tease me. I was still having stomach ache. He knows i love cats. Then he said, "wana play with cats?" -.- He never forgets to bully me. Ok, about the *stares at dear* part. I'vebloodrelatedtoChinaHongKong. Baby knows im not very keen on Chee-nas, so he always wana associate me with them. So, as my friend, Haining's from China, and i told baby about how glad i was tt she 'saved' me from embarrassment, he said, "cuz she's your friend ma." I got what he meant straight away. So i said, "yaya, got affinity with them hor?" -glares. Baby's a mixed too. But there's nothing for me to pick on yet. gheez.. So irritating!

Anyway, i had work yesterday. When i reported for work yesterday, my 2 supervisors were suanning me because i had 6 days leave. 2 of which i applied for. So they were jealous na. haha. Time passed really slow. Customers kept streaming in. Was really tired out but had to work my ass off. I had so much problems dealing with foreigners, esp cheenas. I can't get their accents. There were alot of funny incidents but i'll update some other day.

So, im gona work tmr, 17th and 18th. Woon will be working on those days with me too. I've been working without her for so many days already. No choice, the schedule planner has to be fair. Another Osram roadshow in April and May. 7bucks/hr. I wana work neh. But i've got school. =(

This's for you baby.. Purposely text it in chinese. Take your time to figure it out love. (:
Today's our 3yr 10monthsary. I won't be alone with you in my heart.
只对着你说爱你。我爱你，我要陪着你走到最后！

HEARTS YOU BABY!

Impromptu plans but we made it simple and sweet (:

I was sound asleep till late morning about 11 plus. Baby msged me 3 times but i didn't really read the first 2. There were somemore incoming msges but i just ignore it. I was sooo sleepy. I surrendered and read baby's 3rd msg and saw he said he's booking out soon. I was shocked man. I thought he's going to book out on Sat. If we'd chatted on the phone few days before, i'd have known. But im happy that he booked out early so i could spend time with him, moreover, i was on leave! hee.

So we met on the bus and headed to Changi for my favourited Hainanese chicken rice. When i saw baby, i was flabbergasted. He'd surely lost some weight. He looked smaller, much darker. And most importantly, his chest was firm ok. It was, well, bouncy and soft before he went into army. haha. I love touching his boobs na, thus the observation. hehe. If you ask me if i prefer the before or after, i'd say after. Not because his body will be more alike in comparison to Potter's, but he looked healthier and fitter now than before. Keep it up baby! I'll be supporting you! (:

We've got chicken rice and 2 side dishes. Oily vegetables and fried tofu. Shiok! hee. We were arguing for dono how many times that the chilli was mixed with garlic/ginger. I didn't want the chilli cuz it contains garlic and causes bad breath. But Ed insists that it's ginger and will not cause bad breaths. But my point was, i still think that the chilli contains garlic. I still stand to my point. =P

Food was great and just as i was taking my last sip of my barley, it started pouring. So we had to walk to the other coffeeshop for shelter and when the bus comes, we'll run to the bus stop. We were lucky cuz when the bus comes, it only drizzled. So i headed to his place and we used the coms. He was playing Marvel the Super Heroes vs Street Fighter thingy. Digressing, i like wolverine and storm. I think they look hot together. haha. Ok, so i played audi. Kinda sian of the game already. Ed's sister bought this pizza snack from Australia and it was nice. Aftermath of all the binging, my cough got worse. I kept coughing and my flu didn't get any better. I wonder how im going to work later.

So baby sent me home. It was damn difficult to get a cab. Moreover, Ed lives in such ulu area. Then our cab was 'snatched' bcuz the cab was on the other lane, although we got to the main road first. We walked further down and saw a cab approaching. When i got in, i saw the pick up time, it was 11.28pm. We escaped the midnight charge. hee. But baby will hafta pay the midnight chrg when he go home. Anyway, he should be sound asleep now, moreover, he have to go to Nee Soon to audition for SAF band at 8.15. I'll still be asleep then. Aiyer, work tmr, 3 days straight till Sunday. Thankfully, im smart enough to 'lie' to the manager that i've sth on Sunday evening. So she let me off at 7pm. I could have bargained, but she won't lose out ma, im the one earning, not her. Anyway, i should be able to 'siam' the whole day cuz im not even supposed to work on Sunday, it wasn't on the schedule. Just that she needed more staffs and decided to put me in. Saturday and Sunday, i expect more crowd. Im going to be soooo dead.

Ok, think i'd better get some sleep. Ciao!

Hush Puppies Day1

I don't think i'll ever attempt to wear court shoes for work anymore. My feet was hurting so badly that i limped to the stocks to find sizes for customers. No court shoes = no black pants. So im going to wear jeans and sneakers. It was quite tiring cuz there were always crowds and you work non-stop. I still have trouble locating the stocks cuz it was all over the place. I hope my brain works more than a sponge, so i could absorb everything fast. The worse part was having to climb on the shelves to get the stocks. 1st, you'll zao geng, 2nd, you'll fall if you're not careful (its quite high so yea..). The staffs there were nice, but don't know why woon complain that they're not very helpful. Anyway, on the way back, i took the train with the supervisor (woon left early...) and he said he'll allow me to take my time to learn slowly and stuffs. And he's glad that i've been in the sales before, so i already know how to approach customers. These are mainly the feedbacks i've got. And im glad that i did not make any major mistakes today. hee.

Posting will be out on the 6th and im getting really worried. hais... All the best to those who're collecting their A level results tmr.

My blog's so odd without a tagboard. But i hate anonymous tags and comments.

I think Ed's really tired out in camp already. He sleeps pretty early nowadays. Guess it were the trainings. Im prepared to see the smaller and toned Edwin. hee.

Just a post

Met my aunt at Pasir Ris ctrl stn just now but she was late so i waited for like 20mins. Then i saw Kai Li, Ed's sister's friend. I couldn't recognise her at first. haha. She'd lost some weight i guess.

Went to Cavana at White Sands for dinner with aunt. Her stomach's so big now. Gosh. I feel so excited for her. A new life is coming in June. That will be my first cousin for my maternal side. haha. She'd went for the scan and the gynae said its a baby girl. hee. But i feel so old. When she's 21 yrs old, i'll be like 40. ): ok, stop stop. I should stop complaining about my age. After the dinner, we went to Ben and Jerry's and got a tub of ice-cream.

My aunt's place is also my maternal gramps' place. Its great seeing my gramps again after e new yr. They were so happy to see me. hee. They kept insisting to eat with them but i was still very full from the dinner. This's something with the older people, esp those with the same blood. They care for you from the depths of their hearts. Thus, i felt guilty not visiting them often to accompany them, talk to them. Hai. Think about it, i should really show them more concern before i regret.

Well, my aunt has big loads of clothes. Imagine having to rummage through 6 stacks of clothes about 1.9m high (taller than me ok) for black pants. It was really tiring. Cuz i did it all on my own. My aunt couldn't help. The clothes toppled on me a lot of times. sheesh. It made me feel so short and powerless. I miss Harry Potter then. Let me digress. Harry (Daniel Radcliffe) had became so much sexier now. His body has the wow factor and no longer look like the short and scrawny Harry in parts 1-5. hee.

Anyway, after the search and the packing, my aunt drove me home.

We forgot to turn on the lights in the kbox

De-Lighted

Little Harry =P

holding onto Nimbus, he looked soooo innocent

I wouldn't call him Harry anymore. Daniel yes, hot!

Note that the pics i took were without flash thus the sharpness weren't ideal.

Im having a bad cough now. Hope i'll get well tmr so i could be in top form for work. The cold weather made me feel like im going to run a fever soon. Think i'd beter turn in early.

I miss you baby! The whereareyous and iloveyous brightens up my day. I might have sounded cold the past few days but it doesn't mean anything else. I was extremely tired and pissed with other things. And you're having the strenuous parts of your training and im sure you're doing well. You're always missed by me. (: When you sees this, i might be selling shoes, working my ass off. haha. Love ya!