I'm turning 19 sooon !

Pros and Cons of a nineteen year old...

Pros:
I've escaped the oh-you-are-just-nice-18 to buy cigs and alcohol.
I'll be able to bring bf to bai nian

Cons:
Im just a year away from 20 DAMN!
Baby will call me auntie ever since!! ):

Baby, wait till your birthday arrives in Nov and we'll share the same age. Woww. Isn't that fantastic?!! -.-
Ed just booked in this morning. And he's coming out on Sat. hee. I'll be fine with you not spending my birthday with me here. Don't want you to chao geng. You'll just have to compensate next year, which falls on a Saturday. (:

This year, i devote my mind body and soul to Sher and Woon. haha. Tune in for more info tonight. I'll blog tonight *cross fingers*

Im going to meet Sher the siao-charbor for lunch cum dinner later at 4pm. She said she'll call me to meet up with her. Don't know what Woon and her are up to. She agreed to have a sumptuous meal. I still havent recovered from my sinnings from supper yesterday. ):

PS: Sher, the time now is 4.15pm, i haven't got ready. I predicted you won't be punctual one. LOL lalala

PS: Mau! When are we going out ? I wana see your face soon!

Will you be there to see me through?

The dinner on Sunday was fab. It was BBQ over Ed's place with his family. I shall say bf's very good at bbq-ing. Everything he cooks tastes really good. Try mine and you'll get the extremes- raw or burnt. haha. We've got chicken/lamb chops, sambal sotongs (favourite!), fish, satays, brocolli (??), wheat breads with vinegar+olive oil. The boiled brocollis were prepared by his sis. Ed told me that when he was in Perth, his sister and him will eat alot of brocs. I love brocs! hee. And so, bf was kind of ke lian cuz he had to bbq the foods, didn't have time to sit down with us. His food were of high demand ok. hee. So, there were alot of flying insects being attracted to the food too. hee. Ed had to go to S'pore Discovery Centre the following early morning, so i went home early so he could rest. But he went out with his friends after sending me home. Just want you to be happy dear, that's why i didn't naaag. hee. Oh yea, when we were leaving his house, he told me he forgot something. I waited at his gate. So now i know, it was the letter for V-day. haha. Dear, don't be so forgetful ok? Your for-ever-care-less gf does have good memory too. ;P

The following day, i went to get my new phone. hee. Was contemplating between W850i and the Nseries. Maybe if you know me well enough, you'll know what i've chosen. haha. Sher got it right and she said, "so typical of you." That's so irritating, but that's so my friend. So i went to collect the phone, and i felt like such a noob. I really could not get used to the phone.

Went to Yamaha at PS, wanted to get the saliva cloth for the section but it was out of stock. Then i saw the Yamaha flutes, i felt so blessed to have used Miyazawa. haha. Then met Kazer for lan. Then Zrystal for dinner and lan again. Dinner was terrible. I've never eaten such bland fried rice, and tasteless lemon tea. I wonder.. Maybe i can cook better than the cook. :P Missed the last train. Took a bus and walked home from int. What's so horrifying was that i saw a clutter of cockroaches, like 7-8 of them less than 30cm from my feet. I literally ran. I'll never want to walk (run) back home on that same path again.

Yesterday, i went to meet Sher to discuss about the school registrations. Im quite keen on MI. I love Geog and i really hope to enter Uni. But all the people around me seemed to discourage me from choosing MI. Esther strongly discouraged even. She's been there and she couldn't cope. Moreover, there's a new syallabus and everything will be tougher. Well, im sure i'll work bloody hard.

We went to have lunch at IKEA and chatted about some personal stuffs. She really thinks like i do. Im actually surprised that we have common perspectives, self-expectations. (:

Shopped around and i saw something which caught my eyes and i got it for boyfriend for Valentine's present. Not going to reveal it here in case he visits my blog before i could pass it to him. hee. After that, we went to TM and we bumped into alot of people. Initially was Hin Keng, he was wearing his army uniform. Hin keng was my band senior. He was in the sax section then. When i see him, it'll remind me of Junyi. haha. Well, we caught up a little with one another and followed him to NTUC to get some groceries for his mom. He's so filial please. On the way there, we saw Farz, Purdee, Felix and Syafiq. Caught up a little, like some gathering man. haha. Then Priscilla and Hui Xin passed by. Goodness, such coincidence. All band members. Anyway, he looked like some 'ah sam' (auntie) carrying bags of barangs. Then he was going to meet his gf. The busybody like me want to see his gf as well. So we followed. hee. He's got a pretty girlfriend. (:

Then went to get presents for Cy's gf. It was impromtu na. Then a lot of things happened on the way there. Was really frustrated and pissed. I don't know what happened to me either. Thankfully Sher was there for me. In addition of offering the breaded prawn. Yum! haha. Then went to Cy's house to get the registration done.

We've got work the following day at NUS. Clementi yes, very far. Cy's dad offered to drive us there. Cy got so blur that he told his dad the wrong pick up place and had the cheek to call me and ask where am i. Sounded so fierce somemore. He's forgiven cuz i understand what was blocking his mind. Anyway, the work was so-so. Boring. I had only 2hrs of sleep. To add on, very sleepy. V-day, i did nothing but work and rot at home. I read bf's letter and i felt soooo much better. It was diabetically sweet but i like it a lot a lot. hee. I hope he'll like the stuffs i got for him too. (:

As for today, we knocked off at 11am. That's really early. No choice cuz their clients are coming today. So we had to stop. So woon and i went to k-box at Cine till 3pm. Then we went to get some stuffs and met Kazer at PS then lan. Dinner was at Subway and met Zrystal there. Im sooo surprised that she got a gift and a 'deathnote' for me. The gift is handmade and i like it alot. Thanks, and i really appreciate it Zrystal. (:

Headed for lan. Woon learnt Audi. haha. Alright, i think she'd be hooked to it soon. This time, we went back early to catch the train. =P

Yay! There's no work tomorrow till next friday. hee. Ok, im very lazy to blog now. Ciao till then...

V-day working blues

There's work at NUS later at 9am !! sheesh...

Its Our Anniversary ! (:

Its me and Ed's 3yr 9month-sary today! However, he's in camp, having physical trainings & wierd foods. It all will end pretty soon love. As you know i'll be waiting for you. Hopefully we'll be able to spend the 4th year anniversary together (13th May), which falls on a Sunday. (:

Tomorrow's Valentines Day. I shall not hold my big guns for its arrival. Boo. Boyfriend got me a letter, passed it to me on Sunday. He said, "don't open until Valentine's ok?" I admit i took a peek of it. Just a peek! hee. I see alot of love, passion and effort. I know you're low on cash and most importantly, low on time too. I understand. A letter from you could just make me smile. A hug from you makes me melt. A kiss from you makes me insane. Im sure we'll have more anniversaries.

Being with you is fab. Its like a gift from above. I love you, Edwin Chia QS! With lots of lots of love. MUACK!

Seems like yester-year

Went to K-box with new friends, Zrystal and Kazer on Thursday. Sha heard their names and she said, wah, your friends' name so cool one. lol. I find it unique. (: It was great hanging out with them. Even sang Hokkien songs like 'Rong Shu Xia'. haha. It was so funny when Kazer tried to mimick those uncle's voice. And i agreed that when he sings Canto songs, its really touching. Zrystal's from choir, its no wonder she has such good voice. Really like her singing. Its going to take some effort meeting them up cuz they live far away. North and West. Oh yea, thanks to Kazer, i began to have a better impression of lan shops. (: Cabbed back home + the midnight charge & high-strung due to the release of results in less dan 14hrs then.

I couldn't sleep the day before results were out. Can't help it but felt nervous, dare not even think of what im going to do in life if i were to flung it. Supposed to meet up with Sha and James that night at 3am. They felt so 'gan jiong' for me that they couldn't sleep. Thankfully James father's car was sent for servicing. If not he'll come man. haha. Moreover they've got work and school the next day. I don't want to put them in trouble just to ease my nerves. So i played 'Audition' till 4am+. Wanted to play till 5-6am. But Sha called. She knew i'd be awake. I knew she'd be awake too, cuz she couldn't help but worry about me. I feel so blessed to have her as my bona fide friend, who worries about me, who really cares for me. She went the extra mile to be a very good friend. I'd les with her if im not straight. haha. So we chatted till 7am, when she went to get prepared for work, while i to catch some sleep.

Then i received a call from my aunt at 10am. I thought she was concerned about my results but did not know what time it's gona release. But guess what she wants? She wants my IC number and password so she could access to my results too. I mean, don't you trust me to tell you my real results? Then i explained that the password is confidential and i cannot disclose it to anybody (according from the MOE letter). Then she said she just want to know. That simple? Im sure she'll access to it. But i gave it to her so as to end the conversation. Really tiring to talk to her, cuz i know she would persist. After that, i went back to bed. Few seconds later, she called again. She said, "i'll check the results later at 2pm and let you know." In my mind, i saw these 3 words, 'wadehell'. It is my results. Shouldn't it be the other way round? I regretted giving my pw to her. Why poke your ass into my stuffs? She was really testing my patience. But all those unpleasant thoughts were summed up together to "ok lor." I gave up.

I couldn't sleep after the call. I went online instead. As time tick closer to 2pm, i got very jumpy. And i started receiving smses, calls and friends who wishes me thru MSN. Then Seline came online. Told me that results coming out at 2pm. But the website stated after 2.30. I felt like a mad woman trying a log in again and again after 2pm. But to no avail. Its at 2.30.

Finally i was logged in. The results were not ideal, but somehow i expected that kind of results already. I know i did not do well for Maths, got D7. Only went up to 1 grade. Really silly enough to make so much careless mistakes. And was unlucky enough to fall sick during the exams period. But well, i've done my best. Expected to get A or B3 for Science. But only got B4, 3 grades up. Terrible i thought. But still managed to go MI. Ok, i should not have so much grouses. Its already done. (: Sher did not do well. She got the same results. But she seemed ok on the phone. I know she'll be fine. Alot of people whom i know who retook as a private candidate did not do well. Retaking takes a lot of self-discipline i must say. So those who wants to retake this year, think twice. Be dead sure of what you want first.

Just a mere 5secs of staring at my results on the screen, my aunt called. She said she'd seen it. Wow. That's faster than i am. I knew she'd access to it. hai .. But i don't blame her. She's over-concerned thats all. Not long after, she called again. She asks if i want to have dinner with her later and get her maternity clothes. I did not reject her. But i don't want to go. lol.

We went to have dinner at LJS cuz we're sick of Jap and all the restaurants at Tamp. We've tried it all. She wore this shirt with texts, "I'm not fat, im just pwegnant." Cute right? Purposely spelt it that way, 'pwegnant'. hee. I like it. Maybe i'll grow fat and wear it so people will think that im pwegnant and not fat. haha. It attracted alot of attention around the mall. I even heard this girl said, "look, so cute!" haha. Then we shopped around and went to Coffee Bean to have cakes. It was so sinful cuz i had cheesecake. I always think twice before getting it. But yesterday calls for an occasion ma. haha. Im bound to put on weight and i'd be bigger than Ed. haha. No. That'll never be. I'll make sure i feed him more so he'll be bigger. hee. I know you'll still love me dear. :P

After coffeebean, we headed to look at some watches. Then i saw the Adidas limited edition watch. I wanted it so much when i was working at JP as promoter. Our road show was directly in front of City Chain. And i was mesmerized by it. But they don't have the white one. So i didn't buy it. But i saw it yesterday! Then my aunt said she wants to buy it for me. I asked her why. She said its a reward. lol. But i don't feel that i did well for my exams. Anyway, why would i turn down her offer? haha. So we went to various shops to compare prices. Not much difference. So we went to Isetan, my aunt asked for the watch. Then the promoter said, "don't buy now, come back tomorrow cuz we're giving out 20% cash voucher with purchase of the exact watch." haha. She wasn't supposed to tell us. But we promised to keep mum about it. So, my aunt said she'll get it for me today. hee. I just received an sms, she said she got it for me already!! hee. Guess i'll collect from her on New Year's Day. =P

Gona meet bf later in the evening. For him: Missyouloveyou. (:

5B (2005) Gathering

After my Alma Mater days, i didn't aniticipate another round of class gathering. My class were made up of mostly Malay boys. Thanks to them, i've picked up a handful of Malay vulgars. haha. But you rarely see me utter vulgarities, mainly because i dislike people who do so. =X I've enjoyed my Secondary School days with them around. They do not have studious tastes. Crappy and nonsensical, confessions and woes came together during those days. It was pretty much fun. We were in the same class for 2years.

One of the event which made me feel so united to our class (4B) was the National Day performance. We were not well prepared beforehand. So we had to practice the day before the performance. I remembered i had band practice on that day. Because we had rehearsals for the uniform groups too. And after the band rehearsal, i rushed down to the canteen to practice with the class. Without a doubt, they taught me the dance steps which they had choreographed. We practiced till the late evening. The school servants had to chase us out out even. One of the Malay guys even helped to negotiate with the servants. The servants compromised, gave us 10 minutes of allowance. Right then, i truly felt that the class spirit there. All of us working hard heading to a specific goal together. It was very much like how i felt when i was in band. On the day of performance, nothing cock up. And they persuaded our form teacher to participate right before the performance. haha. Everything went on like how we want it. I was uber happy. And we've got 1st prize for the well done performance. To me, it was not the trophy that matters. It was the process of everybody working hard together. On top of that, everything was settled harmoniously. All opinions were valued and i could see, all of us want to make the performance a good one.

The gathering on Sunday the 4th was a gleeful one. It was nice to see the familiar faces once again. Everybody looked different. Their poise, their behaviour were so different. But their crap-piness will always remain. haha. Im really glad that the acquaintanceship were still going strong. More than half the class turned up. (: But i had problem recollecting their names. And this was what happened...

Somebody: Where's Suhaila? You all got inform her?
Me: Suhaila? Our class got Suhaila meh?
Everybody: Laughs.
Somebody: Got, she sit in front of the class one.
Me: Who? She looks very scary one huh?
Somebody2: Ya, the pontianak.
Shuhua: Ya, the EHECK!
Everybody: BURSTS INTO LAUGHTER

Haha. I can't stop laughing man. Let me give a slight introduction of her. She has very big eyes, dark skin and thick, bushy eye brows. She's quite unpopular in class due to her wierd behaviour. She uses her false voice to speak. Maybe 1 octave higher. I heard her real voice before, it was really low and coarse. One fine day, as she was clearing her throat, she decided to make it cute and kinky maybe. haha. I mean, when you clear your throat, it goes something like 'Ehem' right? But hers sounds like EHECK!, in a very high pitched manner. Soon, the whole class decided not to call her by hername. She was named, Eheck! ever since. It was really funny to make that sound. Maybe you should try it. Its really really funny. hahaha. Eheck! Eheck! LOL!

The lunch at 'The Chicken Rice Shop' was fab. We had set meals to four/five. The only thing i can 'hiam' (pick on) was that the chicken came with the bone. Duh. I mean i prefer boneless chicken when served. Maybe its the halal thing. I've never seen Malay chicken rice stalls remove the bones for consumers. So yea. I liked the Pai tee best. Yum (: But i still prefer the Chicken Rice at Changi with the signboard 'Tiong Bahru Chicken Rice'. haha. It still tastes the best. (:

After the lunch, we went our own ways. So, Shuhua, Szeyuan Chungkiat and i went to K-box. Nothing eventful other than Sh negotiated with the waiter not to charge us for the snacks which costs 5 bucks. haha. We failed. Ting Xuan came. It was very long since we last met. He's got a bike! Cool. But car would be much cool-er, haha. Ok, this's bias. I prefer car to bike. =P Anyway, i went off early to meet a friend.

I miss my old class. I miss my baby...

the heart lock

Shoppings, PS, TM, MS, audition, dinners, new/old friends, movies, long train rides, sweet concerns, love's call/smses from Tekong and the very nice dinner with the Chia's and Danielle at a club.

These were what happened for the past 7 days. (:

More about the preparation to the club for dinner. I was informed of the dinner few days before. Didn't know it was at a club. Ed texted (on the day itself), "wear formal cuz we're going to a club for dinner." I thought i was poorly dressed up. Ed and his bro, Eugene picked me up. I saw Ed in the lift, very shocked. He wore the same colour top as i was wearing. And i complained, that it's so much easier for guys to wear formal. Button shirt, matching tie (optional), black pants (he was wearing jeans), black shoes, off u go. But the girls... Its so much more troublesome. Then Ed complained why i bought soo much casuals with my salary and forgot about formals. I shall get a formal dress soon, ok love? (:

Back to the prep, I got into the car and im relieved that Eugene said i look ok. Ed said, "i think ok la." Who sounded more convincing? haha. Anyway, the dinner was satisfying.

Im still contemplating if i should get myself a new phone. Still considering what phone to get. I have not gotten my pay check for the promoter job. But i'm not pissed. Because they have the responsibility to text us that there will be a delay. Unlike the #$%&^ company. Didn't even make an attempt to inform anyone of the inconveniences. It was a delay of slightly more than 2 months, that's why my blood boiled. Oh well... I spent all that money in like 3 days. *shrugs

Ed's booking out today. Supposed to meet him for dinner later. But Mom wants to go out with us (and bro), and she only tell us about it this noon. There goes the plan for Ed and i which we had planned yesterday. I just hate it when she doesn't want to let me know beforehand and i had to change the plans i had for days. I can't possibly reject her although i could. Left me with no other choice but to compromise. Not the first time, neither the second, its been going on for yrs and still going.