I dread it.

My bro came home early with a key chain and he said, "jie, i wanted to get something nicer for you, but they don't have engraving service." That's really sweet. hee.

Sher and Woon are really the craziest people i've seen. They went to Esplanade the day before my birthday to stick the plasters to form words on don't know where. But the plan was ruined cuz of the rainy weather. But they always have wierd plans. I called Sher to ask her where to meet.

Sher: Marina Square
Me: MS so big, where exactly are u?
Sher: Walk to the centre of the mall and you'll see us.
Me: Ok....

They purposely made me walk to the centre of the Marina Sq while they took a picture of me from the 2nd floor. I was totally unaware. Very cheeky ah.

I love the presents they got me. Its a miniature flute and a cup with the treble clefs. I wanted to get that cup for sometime already but the shop was closed when i visited it. I really like it alot. hee. They even came up with a draft on what to get from me before my birthday. This's it.

- wallet/purse
- dinner at restaurants
- clothes, jackets
- shoes but not recommended
- buy cake celebrate at marina south, esplanade
- buy cups or things with musical notes on it
- flute haha, no money
- pets
- accessories

They surely had cracked their brains to think. haha. We went to sweet recipe for dinner. I liked my dish, cordon bleu chicken, stuffed cheese and ham with chicken. Its out of this world man. Woon gt catch of the day and Sher got fish&chips. We had lemon cheesecake and white chocolate with macadamia cakes after that, which we couldn't finish. haha.

I appreciate it alot girls. Toast to our friendship, may we stay like this always! (: Sher, pls remain bitchy. =P

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Ed booked out on Saturday and he came over. I think baby lost some weight already. hee. My bro was so happy that he came. My bro like him alot and treated him like a big brother already. Sometimes he acted like Ed man. haha. I suggested we have steamboat together, well, just the 3 of us. Dad was still overseas and mom's at work then. So Ed and i went to get the ingredients while my brother stay home to pick up calls if Dad were to call from overseas. I was so greedy and i wanted to much food but baby kept telling me that i won't be able to finish it. -.- We've got the usual stuffs for steamboat, drunken chicken soup base, sushi, durian roll from angie's choice. The soup base was fab. After dinner, I could tell that Ed's very tired already but he insisted on washing the dishes. Very stubborn la. After the place was cleaned up, Ed sat around for awhile and went back. My bro fell asleep on the sofa beside Ed. Its really great to see my bro so comfortable with Ed, my bf. (: I woke him up a while later and he was asking for Ed. lol. Anyway, i had a great night and baby is to thank for these. (:

My cousin came over in the noon and passed me gift vouchers from Levis and Esprit from my aunties for my birthday present. It summed up to 180 bucks, and im gona use it wisely cuz its valid for the whole yr. hee. And she told me that my 'hua ren sheng ri' was on the 24th Feb, a day after my birthday. And the fact that i actually turned 20 in my hua ren sheng ri. I want to enjoy my tens! ):

I worked at the NUS on Monday and Tues. I won't elaborate on it. I didn't enjoy it. Period.

After work on Monday, Woon and i went to Parkway to eat. Went Sakura for dinner. We were so sleepy and tired that we crapped like shit, laughed over the least funny things that i've got cramp in the stomach. It was a long bus journey home and we slept it through. And for Tuesday, we went to kbox at Cine. We were very sleepy still but we went ahead. Even Chang Yuan said, "you all going out again?" haha. Well, i shall be starting sch pretty soon so i might as well make the best out of my 'holidays'. So we fagged at the lounge till 10pm and headed for the bus home. It was a longer journey and i slept without trouble. When i was asleep, there will always be somebody to knock onto me causing me to jerk up from my sleep. And i sincerely glared particularly at this guy who sat behind me cuz he was playing his crapped ass music in his phone so loudly. I was extremely pissed off man. This's public, not a place you call home. After glaring at him, he stopped his player instantly. I think he jolly well knows how f-up his song was that he irritated another person. If you're so obsessed with the damn songs, get a damn earpiece la. I think im very hot-headed when i don't get enough sleep, in addition to the screwed up work at NUS, i think i can hit a sumo already.

I've got a call from Hush Puppies yesterday and they gave me my schedules and im going to start work tmr with Woon. I guess i'l enjoy working but i dread it at the same time. Its sales again. hoho. Don't know whether to cry or laugh.

The posting will be out very soon. Tentatively next wk, the 6th. I hope i could get into my first 3 choices. I was so worried until baby msged me yst, "i have a feelin u'll make it 2 ur 1st choice!" It made me feel a lot better. He's my antidote. hee.

Im going to my aunt's place later to borrow black pants from her for work. I called them up and they said i could wear jeans if i want to but the best is to wear black pants. Ok, im just gona be professional enough to wear what they prefer. Anyway, im glad that im starting work at 12pm tmr. phew.

A week's post (dued!)

When i read through my previous posts, i felt like such a lazy bum. So infrequent and the posts were always composed in a few days' entries, so it tend to be very long and vague. I think i'll have to set my mind to write in more often. Yeaya, i did not write in on 22nd Feb night. Laziness got the better of me ma.

Dated back to the 16th, it was Shuhua's birthday celebration. Her birthday was actually on the 18th, mine on the 23rd, Jueying's on the 24th (i think), Chungkiat's on the 25th. So close. Anyway, we went to Sassy Bar. Baby and i cabbed over. The place is good only if everybody knows how to sing, and have the whole place to ourselves. The place is kinda small and we don't always get our turn to sing. We've got Chivas with green tea, which is my preference to mixtures such as Coke or other gasy drinks. There were some unfamiliar faces until i saw this guy who looks like Ed. I almost mistook him for Ed a few times. haha. Know why? Bcuz they're both army boys, thus the exact haircut, plus the very SMALL eyes. They look quite alike na. haha. Baby controlled my liquor cuz he did not want me to drink too much. But when he turned around busy talking to somebody, i'll pour myself more chivas. Then there was this guy (Sh's fren) looked at me as though i've poured too much or sth. The thing is, my cup tasted like pure green tea. Then baby turned around...

Me: *Grins.. Dear, you know i poured some more chivas?
Ed: Ya i know you'll surely do that.
Me: heeeeeee....

Ed either has very keen sixth sense, possesses magic powers, or he knows me very well. I'd say he knows me very well. And i felt like i don't know much about him. He's so complexed and yea, we agreed on that. Sha told me before, that im, too, a very complexed person. Just that i don't present it to everybody. Even i don't know myself well.

After some rounds playing dices and drinking, i was unfathomably high and it felt good. I love that feeling, half sober half drunk. Then we had the cake cutting. I was SHOCKED that the cake came with my name on it too. So it was Shuhua and my cake. Thanks for the efforts people! (:



See my red face? The cake was sooo familiar. I got the similar cake from my juniors in 2005. Sweet (:

Then Sze Yuan had to go off. She was very drunk and talked alot of nonsense. So Joseph and his gf sent her home. Before she left, we took a group photo of the usual fives in those secondary school days. Out of a sudden, i thought of Johnathan. He was part of us too. But he quitted school in Sec4. ):



All of us looked high. SzeYuan looked exceptionally shagged. haha. Ting Xuan didn't drink (the one in white) cuz he had to drive.

Then we went to another pub. We didn't have to pay cuz some 'uncle' treated all of us. It was a lot of liquor na. Like he purposely want all of us drunk kind. I don't like the pub. The live band isn't in my league and there are no ang mohs. haha. Well, i hate it when this bitch was trying to make out with this man and knocked me a few times without apologising. Ya, i know very shiok but you don't have to alert me. I could not move to another side cuz they blocked the only way i could shift. I was so pissed after a few times that i uttered vulgarity. Obviously they didn't hear cuz the band was playing. That man was rubbing his groin against her butt and im perfectly fine with that. But the way they danced makes me want to puke. Only a move or two and they kept doing the same thing over again. He surely did not seduce her properly. Cuz after a while, she'll walk away. Then came back later cuz i think she couldn't find any man to flirt. Then some of my friends came to me and said they danced like no standard, which i agree. haha. Caucasians are better. (:

Anyway, things got pretty messy cuz some of them were drunk. But managed to get some others to send them home. So we did enjoyed ourselves very much. (: It was 5am in the morning then. We headed to Mac for breakfast with Shuhua's friends. I had big breakfast and it looked very off. Ed said it looked like overnight food and to sell it off, they microwaved it. It did not affect me cuz i was famished. hee. After the very early breakfast, we went to get a cab. We fell asleep in the cab and as usual, baby always want to send me up. And he had to take bus home. It was a long and wonderful night. Its been so long since i last spend the whole night out with bf. Its really great. Thanks for everything baby! *Muah!*

Before we went to the birthday celebration, baby and i went to get presents for Shuhua. I hope she likes it. We've got her chocolates and all of it contained liquor. I don't know if she noticed it. hee. Then baby and i went to Pastamania for dinner. I always get Arabiata but i've got farfelle pasta. Im liking it. hee. Baby got Crayfish and i think its not worth it cuz its so tiny.

while waiting for our food....

Couldn't wait!

Baby, relax.. It'll take awhile. =P

The miserable crayfish. hmphzxz!

Mine! with some cheese

I was too geh kiang, put too much tabasco and i couldn't take it. Baby ate it for me and he added more tabasco to it. =.=

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The New Year's eve dinner over at my maternal grandparents' was great. It wasn't a great affair but i felt the warmth of the family sitting together, tucking into the best home cooked food. Im very deprived of home cooked food cuz my parents don't cook due to their heavy workloads. So i'l only get to eat it every new year. I don't even get to sit down together to have meals with my family. I really missed the days when i was young and they attended to all my needs. hai..

I had unexpected good appetite and i ate so much. Prolly because i was very happy. hee. I love my maternal gramps. They're like one of the best people on Earth. I love them. Oh yea, i have very young grandparents. My Grand-dad is 57 this year, my grand-ma is 55. I expect my friends' gramps ought to be 60plus or 70 already. hee. My gramps and my mom got married very young. Like, my age. My mom got married when she was 19, dad was 24. Not sure about my gramps. Should be around there. I guess i'll break the chain. I wouldn't want to get married this year. haha. I have not enjoyed enough yet. And its so funny when baby tell me he wants to be a house-husband and i'l go out to work. Im getting worried cuz he sounds pretty serious. lol.

Then we headed home to after some catching ups. My dad loves plants, so do my grandma. So, they were talking about plants plants plants for like half an hr. So this's how my bro and i looked.

Apparently, he looked very sian. So do i. But i don't look sian. Cuz im too happy! Oh yea, when im bored, i'll disturb my bro and he takes my non-sense and throw back at me and vice versa till we got tired of everything. hee. Brother brother...~

Soon it was CNY and i dread it. I don't like to catch up with my relatives (the paternals). Simply bcuz they love judging people by how much qualifications you have, how many cards you have, what clothes you wear. Snobs. But i can't be bothered and i don't even enjoy myself. Noon was great cuz we went to the maternal side. Dad went overseas and i was pissed off with him. On the first day of new year for goodness sake! And he couldn't even go and visit the relatives with us at all, other than the eve. So i purposely woke up late. He knew i was angry. I know i have to understand that he's going there for work, but what's so urgent that he had to fly on new year's day? And today he's not back yet. He's coming back tmr. He missed my birthday even. Really can't get used to not seeing him everyday. Baby will know how good a father he is. When are you going to visit my dad with the fruits ah? haha. Baby knows my dad loves fruits. And he'd always tell me one day he'll come up to my place with loads of fruits to share with dad. haha.

Back to the first day of new year. We visited the paternal gramps and the house was packed with all the relatives. All of us will be gambling away. Don't know why, i felt very moody. So i didn't play well. Luckily i didn't lose, but i didn't win either. lol. Well, my mom won big bucks. She won like 200 over dollars. Everybody who played, lost to her. Then we had dinner together. It felt very awkward cuz my cousins brought their bfs, alot of unfamilliar faces. So, im determined to bring baby to bai nian next yr. hee. But i hope he'll not be very busy. I didn't eat much and i felt very much like going home or go to my maternal gramps' place. Ok, i know its very rude but that's how i really felt. Anyway, my uncle drove us home and i was pleased to be home.

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Mom brought her China friends home for lunch. It was impromptu. Its not like i have sth against the China people, but i can't bring myself to like/get used to their accents. I got Merit for my Chinese Oral during my Olevel exam cuz i couldn't understand what the examiner wants at all. I've never got Merit throughout my whole life for Chinese Oral Exams, i always got distinction. To me, they spoke like they ate the words up and jumble it altogether. Anyway, i got up just in time when they entered my house. I didn't wear my lenses and i couldn't make out their faces. So i merely smiled and said hello to them. Then i went to wash up. Again, i don't understand what they said. So i pretended i didn't hear and walk to the toilet. But my mom stopped me and said, girl, they said happy new year to you. Ok, i really didn't catch it. So i turned and said the same thing. =.=

After washing up, i went to my room and i used my com. Then her friends got so excited how i look like cuz they didn't see how i looked like properly. But i didn't really look at them in the face also na. But i have 2 eyes, nose and a mouth, oh ya, a pair of ears too. We shouldn't look very different. They're like so 38. -.- Anyway, i didn't feel like showing my face. My mom almost want me to get out of the room to show my face. She's super obsessed with her friends. If her friends were to ask me to strip, i think my mom would agree. Ok, this's just an example. Then we had dinner together. My smart ass bro had his lunch already. Nehneh. That means i'll have the ultra attention from them. Well, i was glad that there were only the 2 of them, but enough to kill me. They kept asking me so much qns. Then when i couldn't understand i just nodded like an idiot. I think i'll get indigestion if it went on.

Well, then i msged baby to ask him to rescue me. haha. So after the meal, i quickly took my bath, got my stuffs and go off to Ed's place to bai nian. haha. Luckily he got nth on tt noon. If not i'l be doomed. Well, i played audi at his place and he played street fighter i think. lol. Then his mother was puzzled/happy that i brought 4 oranges. haha. I thought 2 would be too little, so i brought 4. Ok, i know its silly. =P

Then Ed's sister said there's dinner later at night at her bf's place which is just a walk down the road and she asked me along. Baby was a lil reluctant to go at first. I think he was too lazy. I love her bf's place cuz its VERY big and the walk in porch was fab. I stayed over at their place before and its just luxurious living. They have sauna and jacuzzi in their house and most importantly, a lift in their living rm. Its damn cool please. We walked in and their place was so grand. I see so much food and they even have a chef at the door to make satays. Those were very fanciful ones. Even have chicken teriyaki satays and such. All the guests were dressed up very nicely. The food was very very nice. I missed the pasta, laksa, duck, cakes and everything. Heavenly... hee. Then we had chivas, played poker. Guess what? We saw Paul Twohill's father and sister. haha. And one dancer which Ed's sister don't like and she happened to sit with us. I really wish i could have such big house, and be able to cook such nice foods. haha.


Baby and i took a picture at their house. Look, he's so cute (just like me)! haha. I love you baby. *Muah!*

Guess i shall blog later at night. Baby's here! Gona get the ingredients and have steamboat at my place. Im so happy! hee. Tune in for what my birthday celebration was like.

PS: Baby, we wore the same colour top again. Oh, black is such a common colour.

I'm turning 19 sooon !

Pros and Cons of a nineteen year old...

Pros:
I've escaped the oh-you-are-just-nice-18 to buy cigs and alcohol.
I'll be able to bring bf to bai nian

Cons:
Im just a year away from 20 DAMN!
Baby will call me auntie ever since!! ):

Baby, wait till your birthday arrives in Nov and we'll share the same age. Woww. Isn't that fantastic?!! -.-
Ed just booked in this morning. And he's coming out on Sat. hee. I'll be fine with you not spending my birthday with me here. Don't want you to chao geng. You'll just have to compensate next year, which falls on a Saturday. (:

This year, i devote my mind body and soul to Sher and Woon. haha. Tune in for more info tonight. I'll blog tonight *cross fingers*

Im going to meet Sher the siao-charbor for lunch cum dinner later at 4pm. She said she'll call me to meet up with her. Don't know what Woon and her are up to. She agreed to have a sumptuous meal. I still havent recovered from my sinnings from supper yesterday. ):

PS: Sher, the time now is 4.15pm, i haven't got ready. I predicted you won't be punctual one. LOL lalala

PS: Mau! When are we going out ? I wana see your face soon!

Will you be there to see me through?

The dinner on Sunday was fab. It was BBQ over Ed's place with his family. I shall say bf's very good at bbq-ing. Everything he cooks tastes really good. Try mine and you'll get the extremes- raw or burnt. haha. We've got chicken/lamb chops, sambal sotongs (favourite!), fish, satays, brocolli (??), wheat breads with vinegar+olive oil. The boiled brocollis were prepared by his sis. Ed told me that when he was in Perth, his sister and him will eat alot of brocs. I love brocs! hee. And so, bf was kind of ke lian cuz he had to bbq the foods, didn't have time to sit down with us. His food were of high demand ok. hee. So, there were alot of flying insects being attracted to the food too. hee. Ed had to go to S'pore Discovery Centre the following early morning, so i went home early so he could rest. But he went out with his friends after sending me home. Just want you to be happy dear, that's why i didn't naaag. hee. Oh yea, when we were leaving his house, he told me he forgot something. I waited at his gate. So now i know, it was the letter for V-day. haha. Dear, don't be so forgetful ok? Your for-ever-care-less gf does have good memory too. ;P

The following day, i went to get my new phone. hee. Was contemplating between W850i and the Nseries. Maybe if you know me well enough, you'll know what i've chosen. haha. Sher got it right and she said, "so typical of you." That's so irritating, but that's so my friend. So i went to collect the phone, and i felt like such a noob. I really could not get used to the phone.

Went to Yamaha at PS, wanted to get the saliva cloth for the section but it was out of stock. Then i saw the Yamaha flutes, i felt so blessed to have used Miyazawa. haha. Then met Kazer for lan. Then Zrystal for dinner and lan again. Dinner was terrible. I've never eaten such bland fried rice, and tasteless lemon tea. I wonder.. Maybe i can cook better than the cook. :P Missed the last train. Took a bus and walked home from int. What's so horrifying was that i saw a clutter of cockroaches, like 7-8 of them less than 30cm from my feet. I literally ran. I'll never want to walk (run) back home on that same path again.

Yesterday, i went to meet Sher to discuss about the school registrations. Im quite keen on MI. I love Geog and i really hope to enter Uni. But all the people around me seemed to discourage me from choosing MI. Esther strongly discouraged even. She's been there and she couldn't cope. Moreover, there's a new syallabus and everything will be tougher. Well, im sure i'll work bloody hard.

We went to have lunch at IKEA and chatted about some personal stuffs. She really thinks like i do. Im actually surprised that we have common perspectives, self-expectations. (:

Shopped around and i saw something which caught my eyes and i got it for boyfriend for Valentine's present. Not going to reveal it here in case he visits my blog before i could pass it to him. hee. After that, we went to TM and we bumped into alot of people. Initially was Hin Keng, he was wearing his army uniform. Hin keng was my band senior. He was in the sax section then. When i see him, it'll remind me of Junyi. haha. Well, we caught up a little with one another and followed him to NTUC to get some groceries for his mom. He's so filial please. On the way there, we saw Farz, Purdee, Felix and Syafiq. Caught up a little, like some gathering man. haha. Then Priscilla and Hui Xin passed by. Goodness, such coincidence. All band members. Anyway, he looked like some 'ah sam' (auntie) carrying bags of barangs. Then he was going to meet his gf. The busybody like me want to see his gf as well. So we followed. hee. He's got a pretty girlfriend. (:

Then went to get presents for Cy's gf. It was impromtu na. Then a lot of things happened on the way there. Was really frustrated and pissed. I don't know what happened to me either. Thankfully Sher was there for me. In addition of offering the breaded prawn. Yum! haha. Then went to Cy's house to get the registration done.

We've got work the following day at NUS. Clementi yes, very far. Cy's dad offered to drive us there. Cy got so blur that he told his dad the wrong pick up place and had the cheek to call me and ask where am i. Sounded so fierce somemore. He's forgiven cuz i understand what was blocking his mind. Anyway, the work was so-so. Boring. I had only 2hrs of sleep. To add on, very sleepy. V-day, i did nothing but work and rot at home. I read bf's letter and i felt soooo much better. It was diabetically sweet but i like it a lot a lot. hee. I hope he'll like the stuffs i got for him too. (:

As for today, we knocked off at 11am. That's really early. No choice cuz their clients are coming today. So we had to stop. So woon and i went to k-box at Cine till 3pm. Then we went to get some stuffs and met Kazer at PS then lan. Dinner was at Subway and met Zrystal there. Im sooo surprised that she got a gift and a 'deathnote' for me. The gift is handmade and i like it alot. Thanks, and i really appreciate it Zrystal. (:

Headed for lan. Woon learnt Audi. haha. Alright, i think she'd be hooked to it soon. This time, we went back early to catch the train. =P

Yay! There's no work tomorrow till next friday. hee. Ok, im very lazy to blog now. Ciao till then...

V-day working blues

There's work at NUS later at 9am !! sheesh...

Its Our Anniversary ! (:

Its me and Ed's 3yr 9month-sary today! However, he's in camp, having physical trainings & wierd foods. It all will end pretty soon love. As you know i'll be waiting for you. Hopefully we'll be able to spend the 4th year anniversary together (13th May), which falls on a Sunday. (:

Tomorrow's Valentines Day. I shall not hold my big guns for its arrival. Boo. Boyfriend got me a letter, passed it to me on Sunday. He said, "don't open until Valentine's ok?" I admit i took a peek of it. Just a peek! hee. I see alot of love, passion and effort. I know you're low on cash and most importantly, low on time too. I understand. A letter from you could just make me smile. A hug from you makes me melt. A kiss from you makes me insane. Im sure we'll have more anniversaries.

Being with you is fab. Its like a gift from above. I love you, Edwin Chia QS! With lots of lots of love. MUACK!

Seems like yester-year

Went to K-box with new friends, Zrystal and Kazer on Thursday. Sha heard their names and she said, wah, your friends' name so cool one. lol. I find it unique. (: It was great hanging out with them. Even sang Hokkien songs like 'Rong Shu Xia'. haha. It was so funny when Kazer tried to mimick those uncle's voice. And i agreed that when he sings Canto songs, its really touching. Zrystal's from choir, its no wonder she has such good voice. Really like her singing. Its going to take some effort meeting them up cuz they live far away. North and West. Oh yea, thanks to Kazer, i began to have a better impression of lan shops. (: Cabbed back home + the midnight charge & high-strung due to the release of results in less dan 14hrs then.

I couldn't sleep the day before results were out. Can't help it but felt nervous, dare not even think of what im going to do in life if i were to flung it. Supposed to meet up with Sha and James that night at 3am. They felt so 'gan jiong' for me that they couldn't sleep. Thankfully James father's car was sent for servicing. If not he'll come man. haha. Moreover they've got work and school the next day. I don't want to put them in trouble just to ease my nerves. So i played 'Audition' till 4am+. Wanted to play till 5-6am. But Sha called. She knew i'd be awake. I knew she'd be awake too, cuz she couldn't help but worry about me. I feel so blessed to have her as my bona fide friend, who worries about me, who really cares for me. She went the extra mile to be a very good friend. I'd les with her if im not straight. haha. So we chatted till 7am, when she went to get prepared for work, while i to catch some sleep.

Then i received a call from my aunt at 10am. I thought she was concerned about my results but did not know what time it's gona release. But guess what she wants? She wants my IC number and password so she could access to my results too. I mean, don't you trust me to tell you my real results? Then i explained that the password is confidential and i cannot disclose it to anybody (according from the MOE letter). Then she said she just want to know. That simple? Im sure she'll access to it. But i gave it to her so as to end the conversation. Really tiring to talk to her, cuz i know she would persist. After that, i went back to bed. Few seconds later, she called again. She said, "i'll check the results later at 2pm and let you know." In my mind, i saw these 3 words, 'wadehell'. It is my results. Shouldn't it be the other way round? I regretted giving my pw to her. Why poke your ass into my stuffs? She was really testing my patience. But all those unpleasant thoughts were summed up together to "ok lor." I gave up.

I couldn't sleep after the call. I went online instead. As time tick closer to 2pm, i got very jumpy. And i started receiving smses, calls and friends who wishes me thru MSN. Then Seline came online. Told me that results coming out at 2pm. But the website stated after 2.30. I felt like a mad woman trying a log in again and again after 2pm. But to no avail. Its at 2.30.

Finally i was logged in. The results were not ideal, but somehow i expected that kind of results already. I know i did not do well for Maths, got D7. Only went up to 1 grade. Really silly enough to make so much careless mistakes. And was unlucky enough to fall sick during the exams period. But well, i've done my best. Expected to get A or B3 for Science. But only got B4, 3 grades up. Terrible i thought. But still managed to go MI. Ok, i should not have so much grouses. Its already done. (: Sher did not do well. She got the same results. But she seemed ok on the phone. I know she'll be fine. Alot of people whom i know who retook as a private candidate did not do well. Retaking takes a lot of self-discipline i must say. So those who wants to retake this year, think twice. Be dead sure of what you want first.

Just a mere 5secs of staring at my results on the screen, my aunt called. She said she'd seen it. Wow. That's faster than i am. I knew she'd access to it. hai .. But i don't blame her. She's over-concerned thats all. Not long after, she called again. She asks if i want to have dinner with her later and get her maternity clothes. I did not reject her. But i don't want to go. lol.

We went to have dinner at LJS cuz we're sick of Jap and all the restaurants at Tamp. We've tried it all. She wore this shirt with texts, "I'm not fat, im just pwegnant." Cute right? Purposely spelt it that way, 'pwegnant'. hee. I like it. Maybe i'll grow fat and wear it so people will think that im pwegnant and not fat. haha. It attracted alot of attention around the mall. I even heard this girl said, "look, so cute!" haha. Then we shopped around and went to Coffee Bean to have cakes. It was so sinful cuz i had cheesecake. I always think twice before getting it. But yesterday calls for an occasion ma. haha. Im bound to put on weight and i'd be bigger than Ed. haha. No. That'll never be. I'll make sure i feed him more so he'll be bigger. hee. I know you'll still love me dear. :P

After coffeebean, we headed to look at some watches. Then i saw the Adidas limited edition watch. I wanted it so much when i was working at JP as promoter. Our road show was directly in front of City Chain. And i was mesmerized by it. But they don't have the white one. So i didn't buy it. But i saw it yesterday! Then my aunt said she wants to buy it for me. I asked her why. She said its a reward. lol. But i don't feel that i did well for my exams. Anyway, why would i turn down her offer? haha. So we went to various shops to compare prices. Not much difference. So we went to Isetan, my aunt asked for the watch. Then the promoter said, "don't buy now, come back tomorrow cuz we're giving out 20% cash voucher with purchase of the exact watch." haha. She wasn't supposed to tell us. But we promised to keep mum about it. So, my aunt said she'll get it for me today. hee. I just received an sms, she said she got it for me already!! hee. Guess i'll collect from her on New Year's Day. =P

Gona meet bf later in the evening. For him: Missyouloveyou. (:

5B (2005) Gathering

After my Alma Mater days, i didn't aniticipate another round of class gathering. My class were made up of mostly Malay boys. Thanks to them, i've picked up a handful of Malay vulgars. haha. But you rarely see me utter vulgarities, mainly because i dislike people who do so. =X I've enjoyed my Secondary School days with them around. They do not have studious tastes. Crappy and nonsensical, confessions and woes came together during those days. It was pretty much fun. We were in the same class for 2years.

One of the event which made me feel so united to our class (4B) was the National Day performance. We were not well prepared beforehand. So we had to practice the day before the performance. I remembered i had band practice on that day. Because we had rehearsals for the uniform groups too. And after the band rehearsal, i rushed down to the canteen to practice with the class. Without a doubt, they taught me the dance steps which they had choreographed. We practiced till the late evening. The school servants had to chase us out out even. One of the Malay guys even helped to negotiate with the servants. The servants compromised, gave us 10 minutes of allowance. Right then, i truly felt that the class spirit there. All of us working hard heading to a specific goal together. It was very much like how i felt when i was in band. On the day of performance, nothing cock up. And they persuaded our form teacher to participate right before the performance. haha. Everything went on like how we want it. I was uber happy. And we've got 1st prize for the well done performance. To me, it was not the trophy that matters. It was the process of everybody working hard together. On top of that, everything was settled harmoniously. All opinions were valued and i could see, all of us want to make the performance a good one.

The gathering on Sunday the 4th was a gleeful one. It was nice to see the familiar faces once again. Everybody looked different. Their poise, their behaviour were so different. But their crap-piness will always remain. haha. Im really glad that the acquaintanceship were still going strong. More than half the class turned up. (: But i had problem recollecting their names. And this was what happened...

Somebody: Where's Suhaila? You all got inform her?
Me: Suhaila? Our class got Suhaila meh?
Everybody: Laughs.
Somebody: Got, she sit in front of the class one.
Me: Who? She looks very scary one huh?
Somebody2: Ya, the pontianak.
Shuhua: Ya, the EHECK!
Everybody: BURSTS INTO LAUGHTER

Haha. I can't stop laughing man. Let me give a slight introduction of her. She has very big eyes, dark skin and thick, bushy eye brows. She's quite unpopular in class due to her wierd behaviour. She uses her false voice to speak. Maybe 1 octave higher. I heard her real voice before, it was really low and coarse. One fine day, as she was clearing her throat, she decided to make it cute and kinky maybe. haha. I mean, when you clear your throat, it goes something like 'Ehem' right? But hers sounds like EHECK!, in a very high pitched manner. Soon, the whole class decided not to call her by hername. She was named, Eheck! ever since. It was really funny to make that sound. Maybe you should try it. Its really really funny. hahaha. Eheck! Eheck! LOL!

The lunch at 'The Chicken Rice Shop' was fab. We had set meals to four/five. The only thing i can 'hiam' (pick on) was that the chicken came with the bone. Duh. I mean i prefer boneless chicken when served. Maybe its the halal thing. I've never seen Malay chicken rice stalls remove the bones for consumers. So yea. I liked the Pai tee best. Yum (: But i still prefer the Chicken Rice at Changi with the signboard 'Tiong Bahru Chicken Rice'. haha. It still tastes the best. (:

After the lunch, we went our own ways. So, Shuhua, Szeyuan Chungkiat and i went to K-box. Nothing eventful other than Sh negotiated with the waiter not to charge us for the snacks which costs 5 bucks. haha. We failed. Ting Xuan came. It was very long since we last met. He's got a bike! Cool. But car would be much cool-er, haha. Ok, this's bias. I prefer car to bike. =P Anyway, i went off early to meet a friend.

I miss my old class. I miss my baby...

the heart lock

Shoppings, PS, TM, MS, audition, dinners, new/old friends, movies, long train rides, sweet concerns, love's call/smses from Tekong and the very nice dinner with the Chia's and Danielle at a club.

These were what happened for the past 7 days. (:

More about the preparation to the club for dinner. I was informed of the dinner few days before. Didn't know it was at a club. Ed texted (on the day itself), "wear formal cuz we're going to a club for dinner." I thought i was poorly dressed up. Ed and his bro, Eugene picked me up. I saw Ed in the lift, very shocked. He wore the same colour top as i was wearing. And i complained, that it's so much easier for guys to wear formal. Button shirt, matching tie (optional), black pants (he was wearing jeans), black shoes, off u go. But the girls... Its so much more troublesome. Then Ed complained why i bought soo much casuals with my salary and forgot about formals. I shall get a formal dress soon, ok love? (:

Back to the prep, I got into the car and im relieved that Eugene said i look ok. Ed said, "i think ok la." Who sounded more convincing? haha. Anyway, the dinner was satisfying.

Im still contemplating if i should get myself a new phone. Still considering what phone to get. I have not gotten my pay check for the promoter job. But i'm not pissed. Because they have the responsibility to text us that there will be a delay. Unlike the #$%&^ company. Didn't even make an attempt to inform anyone of the inconveniences. It was a delay of slightly more than 2 months, that's why my blood boiled. Oh well... I spent all that money in like 3 days. *shrugs

Ed's booking out today. Supposed to meet him for dinner later. But Mom wants to go out with us (and bro), and she only tell us about it this noon. There goes the plan for Ed and i which we had planned yesterday. I just hate it when she doesn't want to let me know beforehand and i had to change the plans i had for days. I can't possibly reject her although i could. Left me with no other choice but to compromise. Not the first time, neither the second, its been going on for yrs and still going.